I was bored at home and thought of reasons why i wish im a guy. Guy seems to have so much fun.

Just as i was feeling down or whatever...He hinted that he was coming over and when i ask... it took such a long reply. Then after 15 mins i heard the sound of his bike.. and that alarm. OH HE IS HERE!! hehehe Each time he pass by that motor, it will go off. So funny.! And when he look at me and hold my face and said, " u look so pretty" when im just wearing my home clothes and looking at my most natural state (haha),

Now this is what makes me feel so lucky to be a girl, and to be loved my him. =)

Its amazing how sometimes all the problem the pain and the drama just went by and get forgotten or forgiven and u just move on from it. Its much better to be around good feelings and hope that these good feelings bury those hurt and pain and the drama. Yes i sometimes get tied down by my emotions and get overwhelm by all the negative things that had happen and it seems like i can never ever get out of that aura. And just when u thought that happens, i hop out of it like i little bunny and everything is okay.

I can never ever be sad, hurt for too long. I will slip in and out of it like nobody business. And then one day something triggers those memories and will come back. Women are run by their emotions. A little thing can tick them off and yes i know that its not very pleasant to be around with but *thats what u get when u let ur heart win.. wooo hooo (sing paramore song)* haha.

U want a women u get a women. hehehehe..

Everyone wants to be happy and getting out of anger is the 1st step.

Bad days arent forever. There will be good days.
So never give up.

Serious seh my brain memory really does have a limit. and that limit is like so little lah! im already having a bad headache. Each time i tired to revise today the headache gets worse. arghhhh!
Miec has taken up much of my memory already. grr.

Microeconomics common test is done-a todayyy.. I was able to do it.. im more afraid of the multiple choice seh. Like wrong means wrong no half marks or whatever. The true or false also! gahh.. Im really depending on section C where i spent alot of time on it, putting a lot of effort on it. The graphs that i try very hard to understand hopefully gets marks here and there.
Now i have to prepare for business statistics which is really scary. Luckily is open book test. haha confirm kecoh with all the notes on the table, flipping to find the formula all that. haha. Whats more worse is the ITB. sheesh man. i dont know a damn thing. Its so boring seh computer stuff... ahh must go study!!!!
Bstats on tuesday, ITB on wednesday. So i have to spread the 2 topics wisely over these few days.

Alhamdulillah~ I got A for CATS project! weeeheeeww~ So happy and im really so happy and proud cause its my ideaaa... muaahahahah! =P
yeayyy im also happy with my team members because it was impromtu, we are not ready since the slides are with me and no one else. On the day of the presentation i assigned slides and everybody are smart enough to do what they need to do and we were like the most organised group ever! hahahha. AWESOMENESSSS.. Okay need to clarify ahhh, i didnt do the slides myself ok, we did together but the editing of it was me lah. as in the fonts all that..

And also i got A for my individual CATS assignment! wuhuuu. I LOVE A! WHO DOESNT!!

MORE As PLEASE! Add to my collection of As dated all the way from ITE..

Gahh hyper already. K chill2. dont want get cocky lah kan.

=)

Tmrw is miec common test.
I WANT TO SCORE FOR THIS! 25% ahhh!

I always say goodbye.
I always say that i want too get away from you.
I always say that i dont want you.

Maybe i mean it, Maybe i dont.

I just want things that i do and say comes from my heart,
I want to feel like i want to talk to you, that i need to talk to you.
When i say bye, i hate it that i come running back to you because of my selfish reasons.

Maybe i need you, Maybe i dont.

Of course i miss you.
Of course i appreciate of all the things you have done for me.
Of course i feel that your love is the best that i can get.

But love is not enough.
Maybe i dont even need love.
All i need a good conversation.
Because a good conversation is something that i keep in my heart and can make me happy for a long looong time.

Love is not what i need now.
Actions of love is not what i need now.
It wont last long.
Because a bad conversation will overshadow everything that you do.

Last semester, for common test i didnt study as much as i did this sem. It seems that there are much more things to study and its more serious this sem. Hmmm maybe its because that i am more serious of my work this 2nd semester and knowing that i mess up my gpa i know that i need to BUCK UP man. haiz.. This semester projects are not bad too. Scored another A for a project. YEAY! A B+ for another. YEAY. I think im more or a project kinda person. hahha alah know that since ITE. Projects are more related to work/ real and more fun anyway.

haha but however today there was a 'meeting' for business communication. Gosh my group totally mess that up man. We dont even have a solid base of agenda and keep going around the bush. Lol. After the meeting team mates who were facing the teacher said that she look really unconvinced and confused throughout our whole conversation. Funny sehhh. Luckily i didnt face her if not confirm i will be so stress and probably not say much or worse, laugh! Haiyaaa our scenario is so hard lah. We dont even understand the question in the first place so how would u expect us to discuss the problem and have a meeting!? hahahha. we were all crapping through the whole damn thing. Some people even contradict themselves just to keep the meeting going. As for me, i step argue also, just for the sake of participation. mehhhehehhe. Yaa being fake is what u need to do to get grades. LOL. Survival skills. =)

After that, which lasted only 40 minutes in total, we went down to discuss the whole meeting again cause we missed out some important points for our minutes of meetings. Gaaaa i throw away my bcomm ITE textbook lah. and its quite recent also. seee lahh always like this. Keep never touch, throw u need it. =_+ So after all the blaahh and the blabbb and the laughss and the tantrum... i went to study alone. Booo. hahaha but alah when u study u dont need accompany right. And YES i get to finish 1 chapter of MIEC. So im like practically DONE with MIEC revision. WUHUU. My common test is on Saturday. So i get tomorrow for final flips of the notes. Wishes myself all the best. haha.


Grr headache plak.

My saturday was taken away for something stupid and now im tired. I want to study lor.. but i think got enough time. But then i dont know how i can study ITB( IT for Business) lor. Its so boring. Im already yawning when im only 4 slides into it. gahhh. *yaaawnnnnn* so sleepy.
how eh.

Siang hari otak tak jalan ah. especially at this time.

sometimes i miss talking malay at school with friends. its freaking tiring to talk in english laahhhh every single day. but then as if it improves my english. I miss joking around in malay because jokes in malay are funnier kan. i miss hanging around with malay people. ok, more like miss hanging around with my friends.